I'm so tired of being broke.

Somehow I have coellected about $25 in my bank account, just from my mom putting money in, paying bills, etc, and it just collecting and adding up to that much. So I am VERY excited to have money to spend on my Marla Singer costume for the party tomorrow. Well. I lost my ID and I have to go to a bar on Saturday so there's $15 of my $25 that I have to spend elsewhere. $10 isn't going to get me a costume.

I'm so frustrated. I can't ever do anything nice for myself. Because I don't ever have money Because I am sick and disability doesn't care about me, and cares more about ALCOHOLICS than about someone with two autoimmune diseases that are CONSTANTLY eating away at my body.