Since... Forever?

I've had indications of both Lupus and Fibromyalgia dor as long as I can remember. Hind sight is always 20/20, right? But I was just a kid, so maybe I thought that everybody felt this way.

For as far back as I can remember, it hurt my back to lay on the gym floor during school for pushups, or stretching, or whatever else. It didn't seem to bother anybody else, but it was next to unbearable for me.

When I visited Hawaii as a child, and often during Summer weather, I'd develop what I thought was a heat rash, mostly on my nose, chin, neck and chest. I always thought it was from sweat.

I keep having weird dreams I can't remember, I can only feel. I'll wake up feeling like, in dream world, Sean and I have negative energy, but in real life we're really great. I also find myself in dreamilke states of my past. Blurs and colors and isolated old rooms from childhood.