unless you are sick and unable to care for yourself for a long time, with no income, you have no idea the stress it causes to have to rely on others. for three years i've been depending on the generosity of friends and family to survive. i have no money, so sean, ben, chad, my mom, and sean's parents take on the brunt of my expenses.

i completely flipped out today.. i feel awful that i can't thank these people sincerely enough. i feel like i'm not worth it.