I just want out. I just want away. I want away from everything, right now. I honestly wish I could take a trip somewhere by myself. I'd love to go to the Oregon coast, or to go visit Eva for a day or two. I need a change of pace. I need to get away from not only my mom and family and this house and this city, but I need some me time. Some time where I can get a little perspective and some independence.
Trip to Seattle is this weekend, I'm hoping it helps. I'll have my fabulous boyfriend and fabulous friends, so I think it will be fun.
I don't think you guys have any idea how much Sean is a miracle in my life. He's the best thing that's ever happened to me, and I'm thankful everyday for him. He really means everything to me. I am glad we're planning on spending at least the next few years of our lives together - we'll see how it goes, right now it's going strong after a year.